The dream location was my house here. I remember going outside and saw that my gates were wide open and rushed down to close them because of the dogs running out into the road. I didn't actually see any of the dogs though, and then a big maroon coloured four wheel drive car towing a small trailer drove in through the gates and right into the garden, round the lemon tree up by the house, and back down to the gate. (there isn't actually room for a car to drive round the lemon tree). A man and a woman got out of the car; she was holding a white cardboard box with windows in the sides, through which I glimpsed something moving, perhaps small creatures. I assumed that the trailer also contained these small creatures in boxes as well, but I was more concerned with getting the car out of the way of the gates so that I could close them. My mother appeared briefly, I shouted to her to make sure the dogs were in the house.
I was absolutely outraged that these people had driven right in without permission and left the gates open, and was trying to force them to leave. In retrospect I can see that they didn't have a threatening attitude, but at the time I was consumed with outrage at the intrusion ~ as well, I was having difficulty breathing and speaking, trying to shout and couldn't get the words out very well. Then the man was behind me, holding my arms so tightly that I was unable to move. I was furious to be pinned down like that but there was no actual violence.
The next thing I remember was the car leaving through the gates and Emily (my daughter) and I trying to scratch the cars number plate numbers into the dirt of the driveway with sticks so that I could report the crime. I kept repeating the numbers to Emily and was anxious that we remember and record the numbers before the car left and it was too late. It was of the utmost importance that I report the crime to the proper authorities. There had been intruders and an assault and I was still totally outraged!
Inside the house, the dogs were apparently all safely shut in the bedroom. (Usually in dreams I am the one in a panic trying to round up the dogs to safety, but in this dream, they were already all safely under control thanks to someone else.) Emily was looking for a phone number to call the Guardia and was taking ages, so I tried to shout through the noise ~ it was extremely noisy through the whole dream and I was having alot of trouble making myself heard above the din, with my breathing and voice problems ~ "Call 112!" and she said "Are you sure?" and I said "YES! It's an emergency! There's been an assault! There were intruders!" I was frustrated because nobody else would see the seriousness of the situation (although I have to say that from a waking point of view, it wasn't all that serious!)
A woman that I didn't recognize came out of the bathroom rubbing her wet hair with a towel, but she came from the direction of the computer, the opposite end of the house to the bathroom. I shouted at her to please be quiet, we were trying to report a crime, and then apologized for shouting at her, holding my head in my hands and weeping with frustration, but she smiled and seemed unruffled. Everyone was calm and smiling and going about things in a normal pleasant manner, which was utterly frustrating to me. I wanted them to see the seriousness of the fact that an intrusion and an assault had happened and that we needed to report it quickly. They were being helpful ~ such as mother taking care of the dogs, Emily trying to phone the Guardia ~ but they weren't rushing or worrying and I felt that they should have been. I kept trying to shout at them to hurry, and the noise and my inability to shout was intensely frustrating.
Standing at the now closed gates, I saw the Guardia arrive in the car park outside. Their car was green and white with fins, or possibly even rocket-like futuristic. Next, I am inside again, and Darren is getting drinks for the two Guardia. They are large men, not in uniform, in fact they are shady looking drug dealers. Darren is getting along well with them, and does a deal with them first, before they will deal with the crime. I deduce that they are some kind of undercover police.
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Notes:
*The dogs were in it as usual, but in yet another new capacity: this time they were incidental, because it was me that was in need of help, not me needing to help them. Significant in that the role of the dogs in my dreams is changing.
*Nobody was helping me, they couldn't see the seriousness of the victim stuff. After I woke up I was thoroughly disgusted with the dream self for not even having the slightest notion that she was creating her own reality. All I wanted in the dream was the other people to help me and they weren't rushing, or didn't see a problem ~ they were helpful, but not taking it seriously. It was like a reversal of how I would like to think I am, I would have imagined everyone around me panicking and me being the one to not get in a flap and yet in dreams I am often in a flap.
*The intruders had the little creatures in boxes and I was so determined to get them to leave, I never found out what the creatures in the boxes were. Maybe they weren't intruders at all, they were bringing me gifts! Maybe he pinned my arms down to just stop my autopilot panic, but I didnt, it made me madder than ever to be restrained. I suppose I should be accepting the way I handled it in the dream, instead of thinking that I was doing it all wrong; that is to say, my waking self is quite disgusted with the dream selfs behaviour, and yet the dream self was in such a utter state of outrage and frustration and 'victim mode' there was just nothing going to change that attitude.
*The four people ~ Emily, Darren, mother and that woman with the towel ~ were all doing normal things, efficently, pleasantly, totally unpanicked which reminds me of four Gates of Horn dreams I had a few years ago, four days running. In the Gates of Horn dreams, there was the same feeling of panic in me but they were calm; each of the four nights I dreamed of different person: mother, Darren, Emily, and my grandfather, and in each dream I was in a complete panic over something, and they were all absolutely calm. They were smiling and helpful, but frustratingly unruffled. In the Gates of Horn dream with my mother, there were rows of white dogs in carboard boxes in a sort of deserted farm outbuilding. I never worked out what they symbolized, I recall mother saying 'just leave them' but wondering about them. I suppose the boxes represent being caged or constrained, or compartmentalized, separated ~ if it was boxes of books, it would represent order perhaps, but not of live creatures. Boxes of beliefs or something that needs letting out perhaps, setting things free that shouldn't be boxed in?
Interestingly, a few days ago I had been thinking that with my improved dream recall over the past few weeks, since this project started, that I might do another Gates of Horn dream....
stillwandering wrote on Jan 20, '09, edited on Jan 20, '09
Slightly off topic, my mother just phoned to say that she had just read the book For Whom the Bell Tolls and then coincidentally the old 1940s movie came on TV. We had a chat about her rather obvious past life during the Spanish Civil War (another of her all time favourites is Laurie Lee's As I Walked Out One Summer Morning (what a long title!) http://www.amazon.co.uk/Walked-Out-One-Midsummer-Morning/dp/0140033181 Anyway, mother was with me earlier in the year when I made the little video in Ronda ~ of the bell tolling. http://stillwandering.multiply.com/video/item/14/Ronda_Medieval_Market_002.MOV
Anway, we had a chat about my impressions of life in a WWII Polish refugee camp in East Africa and past lives in general, and she mentioned that my brother is going to have some past life regression hypnosis, and how that might be disturbing to find what monsters one might have been in past lives. She said she had a horrible thought that she might have been a Nazi in a past life, as she has always been extremely sympathetic to Jewish people in this life (she has a concurrent life as an Israeli; I have a concurrent one as a Palestinian). I said, many of us were Nazi's and monsters in past lives, that in fact many of us have past lives on both sides. Off topic on the dream thread perhaps, but defintiely 'on topic' in general ~ underlining how ridiculous taking sides in a war is, because we are all on BOTH sides anyway in our other lives.
Interestingly, a few days ago I had been thinking that with my improved dream recall over the past few weeks, since this project started, that I might do another Gates of Horn dream....
I don't have an explanation. But I like dreams, In dreams you are in control, in dreams you can ask yourself questions and solve many self-created or controllable problems and dream it over and over until you solve the puzzle.
I have heard of dreams of this nature before with other people...where they were restrained, etc, and felt violated...but in waking consciousness did not feel damage was done.
Years after these types of experiences, the people began to understand that these dreams were visitations from higher dimensional beings with messages, and that the reason for their restraint was so that the visitors could deliver their message. The people's panic was experienced because the method of the intruders (higher dimensional beings) was so foreign to their ordinary consciousness that they could not comprehend their method of entry and delivery into their home (consciousness) and felt violated.
In my younger days I had dreams where I would see an extra terrestrial craft that was completely silent...then the next thing I knew I would be completely paralyzed, lying on the ground. I could hear, and move my eyes, and would be told things, but it was very terrifying at that time.
Years later (in my dreams) I was free to board the craft of my own cognition, and was never restrained...but the experiences always left me breathless, and with anxiety. Teachings of intense levels were always involved.
This may sound rather incredible, or even full of lunacy to some...but that is my knowledge of these types of dreams, both first hand, and from what I have heard and seen from others.
As always, if the shoe fits comfortably, then feel free to walk in it a while. If not, then you know what to do as well... : )
visitations from higher dimensional beings with messages
Many would love it to be true, but that is a leap of faith,... So personally I don't agree. Moving to this kind of thinking is closing the door for the possible other real reason, you processor (brain and spine) is more complex than you (until now ) can imagine and calling or linking unknown functions and reactions as dream processing to higher dimensional beings is ending discussion and even research. luckily my fantasy can grasp your idea behind it so I don't mind you thinking this.
I do too belive that our being is so huge and complex, and parts so unknown to our self that it can feel like introders or visitors when our consiunsness touch-line´s the unknown spacec in our being. we have not yet real knowlege about the whole human, To build up belif systems and thought systems we are really good at and offen take theese as truth´s.
you processor (brain and spine) is more complex than you (until now ) can imagine
With great respect for research, and functions and reactions to dreams...I would ask you to think of the possibility that the brain and spine might be even more complex and SENSITIVE...than is within your present realm of thinking. As for leaps of faith, I believe that they are greatly needed by most people in our society.
I say these things with the intent of peace and blessing to you!
Because there seems to me to be connections with this dream and the Gates of Horn dreams in 2005, I just typed them up from my dream notbook:
Gates of Horn Dreams Novemeber 2005 (copied from dream notebook as written)
1) 7th November
Telling Emily to tell me what's wrong, really having a go at her to tell me what I'd done to upset her. ~ "I know I've said something that's upset you, now will you please tell me what's wrong" etc. Starving white dog, short hair, but was Old English sheepdog. Fed it can of dog food and decided to keep it. Roads, mountains, snow, Switzerland? not sure Half dressed thin woman said they'd taken her (camper van??)
{Woke up with the name OMEETUNKAWEENA and later asked Elias: Tracy: When I did the Gates of Horn dream, I woke up with the word Omeetunkaweena. What does that mean? Elias: a future focus name}
2) 9th November
Big house and farmyard, hearing muffled dog bark, long row of barns, stables, I enter each door and release white dogs from sealed cardboard boxes. Wary in case there might be a bull as I open the doors. House was big and not my furntiture. Mother said sweetly, "what can I give you of mine that's miniature" I said "I don't want a miniature house, I wanted a proper one so I can put my own stuff in it. I'm sick of living like this". Driving along an uneven farm track that led to this house.
3) 10th November
In the mountains with Darren, had to drive home at night, he refused to come with me because he wanted to stay with the girls. I argued, said it would change things, etc, but he wouldn't come with me even though I had four hours to drive in the dark. I had to go home to feed the dogs even though I had to drive back up to the mountains to work the next morning. Walking along a dirt road in a valley that I'd been to before in dreams.
4) 11th November 2005
Woke up hearing "Will you won't you want me to wake you" to the tune of the Beatles Helter Skelter. Suddenly realized that I hadn't called my grandfather for ages, I couldn't remember the last time and I felt just awful that I'd forgotten. I went to get a cigarette and a drink to take to the phone, and then he suddenly appeared standing in the kitchen, smiling, and I remembered that he'd been dead for years which was why I hadn't phoned him.
Notes from 11th November 2005:
All four Gates of Horn dreams had a common thread in that each of the other four people (my daughter, mother, partner, and grandfather) were calm, unperturbed and smiling and I was the one having all the upsetting emotions.
* I had intended to do a whole week of Gates of Horn dreams but after four in a row decided to stop :)
This may sound rather incredible, or even full of lunacy to some...
Nope doesn't sound like lunacy to me, as I understand it these other beings are not higher, so to speak, and they are not others, but they are aspects and other focuses of ourselves, from other dimensions and spheres. In the chat I had last night with Jib it suddenly occured to me that the intruder that was pinning me down was bringing gifts, and was simply trying to halt my blind panic in holding me still, and not as I felt at the time, restraining/assaulting me
Moving to this kind of thinking is closing the door for the possible other real reason, you processor (brain and spine) is more complex than you (until now ) can imagine and calling or linking unknown functions and reactions as dream processing to higher dimensional beings is ending discussion and even research.
Hi Longfun, I disagree, I think consciousness is more complex and comes first regarding spine structure ~ in other words the brain or spine isn't creating the reality, the consciousness creates the spine and brain and I personally would prefer to look beyond the mere physical manifestations to what creates those physical manifestations in the first place ~ otherwise I would be at the mercy of a physical body without haveing a clue why it does what it does as if it was something beyond my control :) All perspectives are welcome and interesting however :) thanks for posting!
akunakumara wrote on Jan 20, '09, edited on Jan 20, '09
This sounds like a dream I might have.....if I were to remember them...Just don't although getting closer and not so sure I'm meant to remember...anyway. I would take this to apply to the frustration you feel with others just not getting it..They live on in their merry illusion and don't really hear what people with our like mindedness are saying....There is a lady that reads all my blogs when I read hers she daily expresses extreme anger frustrating and over involved emotionalism in her extended families circus like dilemma, and everyone is at fault but her and her immediate family...I often feel like asking why with all her personal problems is she wasting time on my reads when she obviously gains nothing and makes no effort to apply any of it to her thinking. (hopefully it's all filling her head and will soon begin spilling over in her life) we are moving in a different dimension (like everything is in slow motion to our movement) people see us but just don't seem to respond appropriately to us P.S. I agree with you Tracy in regard to your reply to longfun.....we create the reality form our mind I've written blogs showing how the human mind physically is constructed like a holographic projector, more or less qualifying this once we understand our outer reality is only a reflection of our inner atmosphere.
Hello Tracy! A couple questions. Do you recall the licence number? and have you been feeling like someone has been trying to force their beliefs onto you lately? Our pets (at least for me) can represents our beliefs (those things we hold dear and protect, feed ect). The dream could represent your frustration or your realization of how deeply offencive it is to you for others to try and force their beliefs onto you (another belief actually). Perhaps the "intruders" were attempting to show you or help you to uncover another belief.
Hi Longfun, I disagree, I think consciousness is more complex and comes first regarding spine structure ~
It would be boring to agree on everything ^_^ and exactly this part is, the most, speaking to our imagination (what sits outside our 3d / time environment) I think our difference sits in the definition of consciousness and for me consciousness I’m talking about sits in our 3d structure and is clearly time-related (our brain is a biological machine that only functions, as we know it, in a time related area and generates its own consciousness.) and has its limitations.
I suspect your greater consciousness to sit in the no time zone, and in such not time related and this results in different properties, but I'm not sure what kind of properties it will have... maybe it will be all consciousness at once, or none at all.(open for debate) Just to add: The same will happen with the processor (our brain) generating consciousness. If you place a brain out of time it will not generate any consciousness we can use. To make it more complex: In fact from our point of view, every base component in this brain will cease to exist because all movement even of the smallest particle is to be none existed without time. You could say that on that moment processor and consciousness will be / are one. Completely having all the abilities and lacking all the abilities of both at the same time/moment/instance (for the lack of a better word). But as I mean, it is beyond an event horizon and unclear to me what properties it still will have. But I can live with that, and who knows once we will find it, we have time at our side. All this has nothing to do with your dream, sorry.
Good question, I feel like I should do because of the amount of time Emily and I were trying to write in in the dirt! I feel that the middle part of the number was 1111 and that it was perhaps a question of how many Ones was it...
would take this to apply to the frustration you feel with others just not getting it..
I understand what you're saying here Akuna, I would quite like to force some people I care about to 'get it' so that they could start to create less trauma, yes :) But I suspect that the energy of trying to force anyone to change to fit my own beleifs is by any other name non acceptance, and I'm still pretty convinced that acceptance is key :)
Ahahah so true :) I realize that the self outside of time and space is not scientifically proven, but intuition rules over science in my book ;)) Scientific facts are based on beleifs and science facts keep changing, they haven't caught up with many current beleifs yet. Science you might say is a big a hornets nest as religion. Outside of time, consciousness simply doesn't need a brain to operate, but personally I have no doubts that consciousness comes first and creates physical reality. (and brains) LOL
have you been feeling like someone has been trying to force their beliefs onto you lately?
No, not really Devonne, if anything I feel the reverse, that I am wanting to force mine onto other people, but the thing is, I think my beliefs are right ~ ahahaha and don't we all LOL But this is worthy of a ponder, because there are so many hidden beleifs, or expressions of beleifs that are sneaky.
we are moving in a different dimension (like everything is in slow motion to our movement)
The channeled guys are often reminding us that it's not a race, and it does seem that there's a need to hurry up and get to grips with it. I sometimes remind myself that if I had chosen to experience 'being shifted' rather than the action of 'shiftING' I would have chosen to be born 100 years later, and that it's quite acceptable to be experiencing both shifted and shifty and unshifted within this lifetime. (and what a choice! what fabulously interesting times! We must be up for the challenge or we wouldn't be here :)
Tracy I hear you......we are working on so many levels......of course when I speak of others (and I guess we must come up with something to indicate this ---I am referring to another aspect of myself also even if it's existing as another physical human...so frustration is actually with the self for not getting it and getting it altogether with clarity........Like the feeling of how could I not have seen that before this... Actually I had some sort of flash back to another aspect of me that did something before me or came to a level of awareness before I did and then I felt me do it also..only a fleeting sensation - who knows which of the 6billion other parts of us was flashed in memory??????????? gets more interesting in the moment!
Actually I had some sort of flash back to another aspect of me that did something before me or came to a level of awareness before I did and then I felt me do it also..
Coincidentally, LOL, I had a flash of something similar, an awareness momentarily of another probable self, in thinking about the dream self, but the opposite in that she was objectively less aware ~ and that she is quite as worthy of acceptance as this probable self is. And yes, there's no doubt that any frustration with others (or other probable selves) is an indication of something pertaining to this self. Thanks a million to everyone for all the input, much appreciated!
Interestingly, a few days ago I had been thinking that with my improved dream recall over the past few weeks, since this project started, that I might do another Gates of Horn dream.... 